My Identity Is In God!!!!

     I Yield! Lord I yield!     Sometimes I’m my own worst enemy, and with multiple failures in life, that says plenty! Why do I keep falling for the trick of the enemy when I know through You there’s victory? I question my decisions as I seek You, Lord, for answers, praying harder and harder, hoping You would answer faster!      My faith was on a 1000, then my trials brought me down, but I’m holding on to my faith in You, and that’s without a doubt! Who is this person I see in the mirror? It’s Your reflection I seek to see! I’m supposed to imitate You in the earth, but how can I do that if I don’t understand me?     I’m supposed to carry the cross, but instead I was bound by lies, deception and hurt! But You called me by name from the beginning, before birth! I thank You for preservation; without it, I would fail. Through Your love and kindness, Lord, I prevailed!      You reveal Yourself to me, Jesus,...

  A love letter to my father!   The way You have changed my life so many times in life, I’m still amazed! The way You provided comfort and protection in the middle of my hurricanes! The way You heard my cry and didn’t ignore my tears gives me so much joy, and in the midst, I heal! You are Holy and Righteous, and I seek to imitate that on the earth!  I want to be more like You, Father! Your goodness and mercy are forever! Adonai, O’ Adonai oh, how You love me so much. I’m nothing without You, Father, and forever seeking Your Kingdom! Jireh, O’ Jireh when I’ve fallen short, You always provided more than enough! The way you’ve always made sure, my family was provided for bring joyful tears, because you”ve blessed us with miracles throughout the years!  Jehovah Nissi, O’ Nissi as long as I remain in You, the battle is already won!  Victory, I cry aloud, because my God is never defeated! Jehovah Rapha, O’ Rapha where would I be without Your healing? So many years I s...

Does my pain matter?  Will the pain stop? Will my heart beat again? Will food taste the same, or just bland? Am I the one to blame? For my hurt has turned into shame. Will I be able to listen to that song again? Will the noise of my life shattering end? Will I continue to suffer every day? Will the song of heartbreak remain on replay? What am I to do? What am I to say? This hurt has a hold on me, my pain you can’t relate. Have you ever experienced death and remained alive? It’s the best way to express my pain inside. I smile, I cry, and let things slide. I want to be rescued, even though I hide. Tell me, can you hear my pain? Tell me, you see my tears. Don’t ignore my cry, for being ignored is what I fear; Though I try to hold it in, my eyes are full of tears. I feel locked out, scratching to get back in. A day without disdain is considered a win, Yet I feel like I lost my friend. Are you gone—I mean truly gone? The loss of you is beyond my ability to gra...

Fire Reveals What Is Real!🔥 Fire exposes the true nature of what it touches . Gold isn’t pure at first. It has to go through the fire. When the heat turns up, what doesn’t belong comes to the surface, and what remains is shaped by the refiner. Therefore the fire cannot not coexist with impurities, and it’s the same when it comes to God’s presence. It reveals what is genuine in us and what is not. It exposes hidden motives, your unhealed wounds, shame, shortcomings, guilt, regret, and misplaced attachments surface, not to shame us, but to heal, rebuild, make whole, and renew. In Isaiah, the 6th chapter, Isaiah realizes he’s standing in God’s presence and immediately feels discouraged because his lips (mouth) were unclean. He basically felt impure and undeserving of being placed before God. Instead of God rejecting him, a seraphim brought a coal from the altar of God and placed it in the very place he said he was unclean, and his sins were forgiven and his iniquity taken away. Even ...