My Identity Is In God!!!!

  A love letter to my father!   The way You have changed my life so many times in life, I’m still amazed! The way You provided comfort and protection in the middle of my hurricanes! The way You heard my cry and didn’t ignore my tears gives me so much joy, and in the midst, I heal! You are Holy and Righteous, and I seek to imitate that on the earth!  I want to be more like You, Father! Your goodness and mercy are forever! Adonai, O’ Adonai oh, how You love me so much. I’m nothing without You, Father, and forever seeking Your Kingdom! Jireh, O’ Jireh when I’ve fallen short, You always provided more than enough! The way you’ve always made sure, my family was provided for bring joyful tears, because you”ve blessed us with miracles throughout the years!  Jehovah Nissi, O’ Nissi as long as I remain in You, the battle is already won!  Victory, I cry aloud, because my God is never defeated! Jehovah Rapha, O’ Rapha where would I be without Your healing? So many years I s...

Does my pain matter?  Will the pain stop? Will my heart beat again? Will food taste the same, or just bland? Am I the one to blame? For my hurt has turned into shame. Will I be able to listen to that song again? Will the noise of my life shattering end? Will I continue to suffer every day? Will the song of heartbreak remain on replay? What am I to do? What am I to say? This hurt has a hold on me, my pain you can’t relate. Have you ever experienced death and remained alive? It’s the best way to express my pain inside. I smile, I cry, and let things slide. I want to be rescued, even though I hide. Tell me, can you hear my pain? Tell me, you see my tears. Don’t ignore my cry, for being ignored is what I fear; Though I try to hold it in, my eyes are full of tears. I feel locked out, scratching to get back in. A day without disdain is considered a win, Yet I feel like I lost my friend. Are you gone—I mean truly gone? The loss of you is beyond my ability to gra...